our christmas.

First time in life, spent christmas with my loved one,

joy and fun,

i felt loved, always do..

young love is always tough, no matter what we choose,

it's easy falling apart from each other when we can't see and feel what's in front,

no one knows what we'll face,

i'm sorry i can't promise you for much, it's not impossible if one day we walk pass each other at somewhere with an only "hi" and those "how are you recently?it's been long" talks.

we both have a different road to walk, i wish i could hold on to you no matter what happens,

saying is always easy.

I love you, can still remember the way you looked at me last night in car,

it's different, the uneasy feeling before going home.

I felt teary inside, didn't know i couldn't bear to leave you this much.

I'll always support you and be there for you if you should need me when I'm still able to do that,

for what you've decided. 

I don want your hugs and kisses are given to other people,

but we will still have to see how fate brings us.

But one thing i'm sure, you'll never be erased, even if we become friends one day.

Work

have been really tired these days, i don like to wake up so early,
don like to work, ok now i admit its really not my cup of tea,
teaching students seriously needs lots of patience which is something i really lack of,
i was half shouting at them already so evil of me,
but this is what the principle wants, be as fierce as you can!good!i can even slap them i think. >:(
what's the worst thing is when you're mad or even shouting already some people won't even care,
they get happier when you're pissed,urghh,kids,not easy~
but some are really cute though, really really cute till you wanna squeezeeee them,
cute and smart, some are really sloooowwwww and really incorrigible,
so in order to make my life easier sometimes i'll just straight away write the answer for them in their book,
they're happy too so no harm done, teehee.
maybe i'll have to learn to be more independent so that i won't complain bout everything,
and thinking deeply if i were to live without parents what else can i do?
it's time to train myself, and soon tomorrow will be a challenge......