today my mum tried something new, cause i'm totally not into her fried bi hun,
so she cooked like the way i always ask her to dabao from outside,
though it would taste like shit so when she told me she's gonna try something new i didn't expect too much,
i'm not saying that she can't cook well, perhaps some of her dishes are really nice.
but undeniable it turned out to be quite good actually,
much better than the fried one, and i finished the whole plate.
God, call me a big eater, cause before eating the bi hun i ate bun, buscuits, a little rice with few dishes,
no wonder baby keep sighing when he sees my stomach now >.<
looks a little messy i know.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Monday, November 29, 2010
breakfast.
The weather is so fine <3
it's dark and windy which as usual, cheers me.
Still continue doing the same routine everyday,
Gosh i'm so amazing at times it entertains me!
Had a heavy breakfast this morning,
i cooked myself :) , should be the first thing i manage to cook other than maggie mee,
it's macaroni mushroom and herb flavour which comes in a package, bought it the other day,
those i used to call "mao mao chong" before knowing the real name...
though it would be hard to cook cause usually my sister will the one cooking,but seemed like she was kinda busy,
so there i started, followed the recipe step by step, not as hard as expected,
added milk, water and butter before putting in the macoroni,
and kept stiring for about 7 minutes and then~~
i'm done! :D
P/S~It's not grossy okay!cause it actually taste nice ^.^ felt *owek* after eating too much one go >.<
it's dark and windy which as usual, cheers me.
Still continue doing the same routine everyday,
Gosh i'm so amazing at times it entertains me!
Had a heavy breakfast this morning,
i cooked myself :) , should be the first thing i manage to cook other than maggie mee,
it's macaroni mushroom and herb flavour which comes in a package, bought it the other day,
those i used to call "mao mao chong" before knowing the real name...
though it would be hard to cook cause usually my sister will the one cooking,but seemed like she was kinda busy,
so there i started, followed the recipe step by step, not as hard as expected,
added milk, water and butter before putting in the macoroni,
and kept stiring for about 7 minutes and then~~
i'm done! :D
P/S~It's not grossy okay!cause it actually taste nice ^.^ felt *owek* after eating too much one go >.<
Sunday, November 28, 2010
说个故事给你听。
有一对夫妻,是每个人眼中的郎才女貌,
两人是从小玩到大的伴侣,
双方父母都看好他们,
女生的父亲很富有,自己经营一间大公司,
但有一天她的父母不幸发生意外生亡,
女生很难过,每天都活在自己的世界里,男生不惜一切照顾她,给她所有的关怀,
他接过女生父亲的公司,一切都打理得有模有样,公司不久后有回到了轨道,
很自然的,两个人结了婚。
婚后男生不再有那么多时间陪女生,每天都在公司忙到很晚,
女生起初也只有唠叨几句,但后来却变本加厉,
每天晚上都去喝酒,结交了坏朋友,
听了朋友的话,她在男生面前闹得很凶,
为的只是让他注意到女生的存在,
威胁他,甚至告诉他她将会把公司的股份全卖了,
其实女生哪敢呢,都是她那帮朋友在后面搞怪,偷偷把股份卖了,
男生向女生发了很大的脾气,女生说出了离婚两个字,希望能够被挽留,
但男生却答应了,他再也受不了她的无理取闹。
女生黯然离开了台湾,到美国升学,避开有关男生的一切,
两年的时间就这样过去了,
有一天女生无意间看到了杂志上的照片,那个她从没忘记过的脸盘,
杂志上的几个字伤透了她的心,得知男生在台湾发展得很好且定了婚,
她把手放在膝盖上头埋进手里哭了好一阵子,
朋友劝女生回去台湾把他追回来,那可是她深爱的男生啊,
她做了决定就马上飞回台湾,到了男生的公司去找他,
她一进了门就看见男生的手环着一位长得及清秀的女生的腰从电梯里走出来,
他的脸依然那么好看,但女生却找不回他温柔的眼神,现在他眼里剩下的只有冰冷,
她的心好痛,深怕被男生遇见了她连忙跳上的士里,
去了她向来最爱去的海边,呆上了一整天,在那里她无意中遇见了中学最要好的朋友,
朋友从她口中得知了一切,同情女生,便把她带回家让小女儿陪着她,
她和朋友的小女儿无话不谈,大姐姐和小妹妹整天粘在一起,
一天,女生的朋友约女生一起去逛街,偶然遇见了朋友的丈夫及小女儿,
那小女孩开心得跑过来,也没注意到路上一辆正向她飞驶过来的车,
女生的朋友冲出马路想就女儿,但一股力量来得比自己更快,
当她发现时,女孩已经躺在血中了,
是女生在千钧一刻中推开了小女孩牺牲了自己,
女生在闭上眼睛前唯一的心愿就是可以看男生多一眼,就那么一眼也好。。。
男生此刻在公司里,今天的心情极差,眼皮一直跳动着,放佛有什么事将会发生,
回到了自己的公寓,这是他的私人地方,连未婚妻都没踏入过,
他邹了邹眉头,走向自己的房间,却发现到棉被里似乎有人躺着,
他没有迟疑一秒钟就掀开了棉被,发现到女生正躺在里头,
看到了她,男生百感交集,这个曾经伤透了他的女生,如今却有脸再出现。。
女生被惊醒了,她望着男生,顿时之间她好开心好开心,终于能看见他了!
男生冷冷的丢下一句话,你为什么会在这里,不是应该在美吗?
女生也不懂为何自己会在这里,就胡乱编个理由。
男生默默无言离开了房间,女生走到镜子面前,突然间一切发生过的事反映在镜子上了,
她被送进医院里,朋友拉着女儿在一旁大哭,
她躺在病床上身体被插了好多只管,医生说,很难救的活了,
她看着在床上的自己,再摸摸现在的自己,是人?还是鬼?她绝望地看着自己,
她感觉到自己的体温,捏捏自己的脸也觉得好痛,
女生顿时发现到手上的生命线变短了好多,
短短的但又被分成30条,这意味着她只剩下30天了吗?
想到这里她第一时间冲出了房间,看到了男生并要求他让自己住下来,
就30天,30天过了她保证不再出现,不会惹他生气,男生虽然恨她,却忍不下心拒绝他,只好让她留下来。。
男生并没有把注意力放在她身上,他只顾对着电脑,女生也没打扰他
女生拿了件薄薄的被子躺在按摩椅上,因为她知道男生不愿和她一起睡,
向男生道了声晚安我先睡了,就闭上眼睛,
男生盯着她,知道她向来最怕冷了,便叫女生上床睡,
女生好开心,因为她知道男生还是在乎她的。
第二天早上,女生一早便醒来为男生做早餐,
男生被香味唤醒了,走到了厨房看见她忙碌的身子,
她以前从不煮饭不踏进厨房的。。
女生看见了男生给他一个最灿烂的笑容并叫他一起吃早餐,
男生不以为意,看了她一眼便出门上班了,
女生很气馁,眼泪都流了下来,但她连忙把眼泪擦了,
看到自己手上的生命线只剩下29条,她答应自己不会再在他面前流泪,
一定要让他看到最快乐的自己。
到了晚上,女生赶紧进厨房为他煮晚餐,煮了他最爱的五菜一汤,
切菜时女孩不小心切到了手指头,直觉地把手指放进嘴里吸,她惊奇地发现到自己并没有流血。。
煮好了便坐在客厅里等男生到家。。
男生这时在外头和未婚妻一起吃晚餐,
男生对未婚妻其实并没有感情,只是觉得时间到了,该为自己找个适合的女生结婚,
生个孩子继承他的事业,未婚妻对男生有的也只是尊重。。
女生等啊等,7 点过了,8点过了,9点,10点。。
她知道男生不会回来吃了,用保鲜纸把菜都包好放进冰箱内,便去睡了,
男生不久后回到了家,看到女生躺在床上睡着了,便看着她,他有多久没看到她了?
男生发觉他不该这样,于是他走开了,开了冰箱拿水喝,却发现里面有好几碗菜,知道是女生为他煮的,心突然揪了起来。。
接下来的日子里两人相处得越来越和睦了,女生依然帮男生煮每一顿饭。。有一晚男生忍不住亲吻了女生,
他觉得他做错了,想逃避女生所以有好几天都不回家,女生知道自己没剩下多少时间,
却又相见男生,就不顾天气有多冷,站在公司外等了几天,
男生发现了很生气,气她为什么不顾自己的身体,气她为何不直接走进公司找他。。
男生拉着女生的手带她回家,无意间女生的脚被桌子撞到了,男生知道女生的皮肤像小宝宝似的,被撞到一定会一片青一片紫的,但他却找不到任何的伤痕,女生则心虚地朝他笑一笑。。
已经是最后一天了,男生不知道女生会不会如同自己所说的不再打扰他,
他其实不舍得她走,他不想再让她离开自己了,
当男生到家时他发现女生已经不在了,只剩下她的香味飘佛在空气里,
他气自己的无能,没能把她留下来,女孩消失了,他永远记得她眼里对他透漏的爱意。。
这时在医院里,医生对女生的朋友说只能放弃了,已经拖了一个月了女生还是动也不动,但女生的朋友不肯,
只要有一线希望都不可以放弃,女生的朋友知道现在只能找女生的前丈夫了,因为她无亲无戚。。
当男生接到电话时他几乎崩溃了,他不想相信,却发了疯似地赶到了医院,
看到病床上挂着的日期,眼里剩下的只有眼泪。。
她早在一个月前已经发生了车祸。。
他不停地对她说话,每天都到医院陪她,他的眼泪不经意地滴在女生的脸上。。
女生一直在黑暗里走啊走,走到好累好想停下来了,可是有一个声音不断地在喊着,喊着她的名字,这声音好熟悉。
女生的手指稍微动了动,眼睛慢慢地睁开了,
男生激动地起身抱了抱他,命令她再也不许离开了,女生笑了。。
到后来两人还是搞不懂女生昏迷时所发生的事`。。。
两人是从小玩到大的伴侣,
双方父母都看好他们,
女生的父亲很富有,自己经营一间大公司,
但有一天她的父母不幸发生意外生亡,
女生很难过,每天都活在自己的世界里,男生不惜一切照顾她,给她所有的关怀,
他接过女生父亲的公司,一切都打理得有模有样,公司不久后有回到了轨道,
很自然的,两个人结了婚。
婚后男生不再有那么多时间陪女生,每天都在公司忙到很晚,
女生起初也只有唠叨几句,但后来却变本加厉,
每天晚上都去喝酒,结交了坏朋友,
听了朋友的话,她在男生面前闹得很凶,
为的只是让他注意到女生的存在,
威胁他,甚至告诉他她将会把公司的股份全卖了,
其实女生哪敢呢,都是她那帮朋友在后面搞怪,偷偷把股份卖了,
男生向女生发了很大的脾气,女生说出了离婚两个字,希望能够被挽留,
但男生却答应了,他再也受不了她的无理取闹。
女生黯然离开了台湾,到美国升学,避开有关男生的一切,
两年的时间就这样过去了,
有一天女生无意间看到了杂志上的照片,那个她从没忘记过的脸盘,
杂志上的几个字伤透了她的心,得知男生在台湾发展得很好且定了婚,
她把手放在膝盖上头埋进手里哭了好一阵子,
朋友劝女生回去台湾把他追回来,那可是她深爱的男生啊,
她做了决定就马上飞回台湾,到了男生的公司去找他,
她一进了门就看见男生的手环着一位长得及清秀的女生的腰从电梯里走出来,
他的脸依然那么好看,但女生却找不回他温柔的眼神,现在他眼里剩下的只有冰冷,
她的心好痛,深怕被男生遇见了她连忙跳上的士里,
去了她向来最爱去的海边,呆上了一整天,在那里她无意中遇见了中学最要好的朋友,
朋友从她口中得知了一切,同情女生,便把她带回家让小女儿陪着她,
她和朋友的小女儿无话不谈,大姐姐和小妹妹整天粘在一起,
一天,女生的朋友约女生一起去逛街,偶然遇见了朋友的丈夫及小女儿,
那小女孩开心得跑过来,也没注意到路上一辆正向她飞驶过来的车,
女生的朋友冲出马路想就女儿,但一股力量来得比自己更快,
当她发现时,女孩已经躺在血中了,
是女生在千钧一刻中推开了小女孩牺牲了自己,
女生在闭上眼睛前唯一的心愿就是可以看男生多一眼,就那么一眼也好。。。
男生此刻在公司里,今天的心情极差,眼皮一直跳动着,放佛有什么事将会发生,
回到了自己的公寓,这是他的私人地方,连未婚妻都没踏入过,
他邹了邹眉头,走向自己的房间,却发现到棉被里似乎有人躺着,
他没有迟疑一秒钟就掀开了棉被,发现到女生正躺在里头,
看到了她,男生百感交集,这个曾经伤透了他的女生,如今却有脸再出现。。
女生被惊醒了,她望着男生,顿时之间她好开心好开心,终于能看见他了!
男生冷冷的丢下一句话,你为什么会在这里,不是应该在美吗?
女生也不懂为何自己会在这里,就胡乱编个理由。
男生默默无言离开了房间,女生走到镜子面前,突然间一切发生过的事反映在镜子上了,
她被送进医院里,朋友拉着女儿在一旁大哭,
她躺在病床上身体被插了好多只管,医生说,很难救的活了,
她看着在床上的自己,再摸摸现在的自己,是人?还是鬼?她绝望地看着自己,
她感觉到自己的体温,捏捏自己的脸也觉得好痛,
女生顿时发现到手上的生命线变短了好多,
短短的但又被分成30条,这意味着她只剩下30天了吗?
想到这里她第一时间冲出了房间,看到了男生并要求他让自己住下来,
就30天,30天过了她保证不再出现,不会惹他生气,男生虽然恨她,却忍不下心拒绝他,只好让她留下来。。
男生并没有把注意力放在她身上,他只顾对着电脑,女生也没打扰他
女生拿了件薄薄的被子躺在按摩椅上,因为她知道男生不愿和她一起睡,
向男生道了声晚安我先睡了,就闭上眼睛,
男生盯着她,知道她向来最怕冷了,便叫女生上床睡,
女生好开心,因为她知道男生还是在乎她的。
第二天早上,女生一早便醒来为男生做早餐,
男生被香味唤醒了,走到了厨房看见她忙碌的身子,
她以前从不煮饭不踏进厨房的。。
女生看见了男生给他一个最灿烂的笑容并叫他一起吃早餐,
男生不以为意,看了她一眼便出门上班了,
女生很气馁,眼泪都流了下来,但她连忙把眼泪擦了,
看到自己手上的生命线只剩下29条,她答应自己不会再在他面前流泪,
一定要让他看到最快乐的自己。
到了晚上,女生赶紧进厨房为他煮晚餐,煮了他最爱的五菜一汤,
切菜时女孩不小心切到了手指头,直觉地把手指放进嘴里吸,她惊奇地发现到自己并没有流血。。
煮好了便坐在客厅里等男生到家。。
男生这时在外头和未婚妻一起吃晚餐,
男生对未婚妻其实并没有感情,只是觉得时间到了,该为自己找个适合的女生结婚,
生个孩子继承他的事业,未婚妻对男生有的也只是尊重。。
女生等啊等,7 点过了,8点过了,9点,10点。。
她知道男生不会回来吃了,用保鲜纸把菜都包好放进冰箱内,便去睡了,
男生不久后回到了家,看到女生躺在床上睡着了,便看着她,他有多久没看到她了?
男生发觉他不该这样,于是他走开了,开了冰箱拿水喝,却发现里面有好几碗菜,知道是女生为他煮的,心突然揪了起来。。
接下来的日子里两人相处得越来越和睦了,女生依然帮男生煮每一顿饭。。有一晚男生忍不住亲吻了女生,
他觉得他做错了,想逃避女生所以有好几天都不回家,女生知道自己没剩下多少时间,
却又相见男生,就不顾天气有多冷,站在公司外等了几天,
男生发现了很生气,气她为什么不顾自己的身体,气她为何不直接走进公司找他。。
男生拉着女生的手带她回家,无意间女生的脚被桌子撞到了,男生知道女生的皮肤像小宝宝似的,被撞到一定会一片青一片紫的,但他却找不到任何的伤痕,女生则心虚地朝他笑一笑。。
已经是最后一天了,男生不知道女生会不会如同自己所说的不再打扰他,
他其实不舍得她走,他不想再让她离开自己了,
当男生到家时他发现女生已经不在了,只剩下她的香味飘佛在空气里,
他气自己的无能,没能把她留下来,女孩消失了,他永远记得她眼里对他透漏的爱意。。
这时在医院里,医生对女生的朋友说只能放弃了,已经拖了一个月了女生还是动也不动,但女生的朋友不肯,
只要有一线希望都不可以放弃,女生的朋友知道现在只能找女生的前丈夫了,因为她无亲无戚。。
当男生接到电话时他几乎崩溃了,他不想相信,却发了疯似地赶到了医院,
看到病床上挂着的日期,眼里剩下的只有眼泪。。
她早在一个月前已经发生了车祸。。
他不停地对她说话,每天都到医院陪她,他的眼泪不经意地滴在女生的脸上。。
女生一直在黑暗里走啊走,走到好累好想停下来了,可是有一个声音不断地在喊着,喊着她的名字,这声音好熟悉。
女生的手指稍微动了动,眼睛慢慢地睁开了,
男生激动地起身抱了抱他,命令她再也不许离开了,女生笑了。。
到后来两人还是搞不懂女生昏迷时所发生的事`。。。
Saturday, November 27, 2010
hehe got to see baby again today! <3
missing him badly already :(
love swimming with him,
although we didn't really swim every time
but time passed so fast when we're together.
Did something incredible,lmao~
must be the craziest thing i've done in my life,
couldn't stop laughing x)
what can i say? we really can do everything when the desire comes *evil grins*
we took few pictures too! woots~~
come baby, lets enjoy the pictures together heehee~
taddaaa~~copyright ^^
missing him badly already :(
love swimming with him,
although we didn't really swim every time
but time passed so fast when we're together.
Did something incredible,lmao~
must be the craziest thing i've done in my life,
couldn't stop laughing x)
what can i say? we really can do everything when the desire comes *evil grins*
we took few pictures too! woots~~
come baby, lets enjoy the pictures together heehee~
taddaaa~~copyright ^^
bb's gong gong smile :D
his *all fat* body x)
ugly face :(
Friday, November 26, 2010
Question mark.
I often question myself what do i really want in my life?
fun?stability?or just wanna run away from loneliness?
obviously don have an answer yet or not i won't be writing all these and always make myself in dilemma,
it all comes with mood, sometimes i prefer to be as free as a bird,
sometimes i would rather just stay and wait for time to pass, let loneliness kills me,
I wanted to stop dreaming,
but whenever hear the name my heart starts beating again,
the desire, i guess.
And i don't know when will be the time that,
when i hear of it i can just ignore, and walk away.
fun?stability?or just wanna run away from loneliness?
obviously don have an answer yet or not i won't be writing all these and always make myself in dilemma,
it all comes with mood, sometimes i prefer to be as free as a bird,
sometimes i would rather just stay and wait for time to pass, let loneliness kills me,
I wanted to stop dreaming,
but whenever hear the name my heart starts beating again,
the desire, i guess.
And i don't know when will be the time that,
when i hear of it i can just ignore, and walk away.
Friday~
*yawn* early in the morning :(
baby having class nobody pei me.
blog blog blog,
wish i could spend more time with him,
but he is Mr busyyyy~
have to get used to it too from now on.hee~
people say if you want a relationship to last you don ask for too much,
don blame him for not spending time with you,
what matters the most is a steady relationship,
so we're steady ey?*for now* x)
Gonna start working in December,
every morning 720 reach,noooo >.<"
only a month is enough to kill me,
regret-ing ~.~
i'm more used to staying at home all day doing whatever stuff i love,
can sleep anytime..........
......cannot liao eyes keep closing,
off to sleep <3
baby having class nobody pei me.
blog blog blog,
wish i could spend more time with him,
but he is Mr busyyyy~
have to get used to it too from now on.hee~
people say if you want a relationship to last you don ask for too much,
don blame him for not spending time with you,
what matters the most is a steady relationship,
so we're steady ey?*for now* x)
Gonna start working in December,
every morning 720 reach,noooo >.<"
only a month is enough to kill me,
regret-ing ~.~
i'm more used to staying at home all day doing whatever stuff i love,
can sleep anytime..........
......cannot liao eyes keep closing,
off to sleep <3
Thursday, November 25, 2010
little things happened in life
can't wait to watch horror movies with babe *screams*
i know not much possibility though :(
we had lotsa fun yesterday,
ate unhealthy but nice food, *fingers licking*
watched boring movie, but it was nice, leaning on his shoulder and touching him awww..
there is always laughter when he's around,
perhaps should take some pictures too ar,
we always skip this when we hang out,
no picture to put while blogging,
all words and its all his fault! >:(
Saturday, November 20, 2010
丢了的自己,要记得捡回来……
有时候,莫名的心情不好,不想和任何人说话,只想一个人静静的发呆。
Saturday, November 6, 2010
i say..
I am happy to be with you,
cause you're the best thing i've ever had.
I want to be like those strong girls,
stay very firm in their relationships,
fight for their love ones,
I always wanted to be,
but when things happen i'm back to the weak me again.
Sometimes I feel tired and frustrated,
It's not that i don love you, or tired of loving you,
I had many unsuccessful relationships, broke up for uncountable times,
I wanted to be naive, wanted to say forever, i wanted to live my life like the princess in fairy tale,
but reality spells cruel, i know its not gonna be okay in the future,
distance relationship is more than we could imagine, i thought i can overcome this time,
but it seems like i've forgotten about the time,
and i truly dislike the fact that i'm gonna be 8 hours ahead of you,
telling me we're strong is not enough,
tell me who should i look for when i'm in trouble,
tell me who should i look for when i'm in tears,
tell me who should i look for when i need a listener,
I don want to go or think too far,
but I can't, I love you and I do care.
I watch movies, I read, I find jobs,
get myself busy and avoid from thinking.
When i heard that you're leaving, the same feeling came back again when ben told me he was leaving.
Sometimes it's not because of loneliness then i think bout you,
it's when i think of you i feel loneliness.
cause you're the best thing i've ever had.
I want to be like those strong girls,
stay very firm in their relationships,
fight for their love ones,
I always wanted to be,
but when things happen i'm back to the weak me again.
Sometimes I feel tired and frustrated,
It's not that i don love you, or tired of loving you,
I had many unsuccessful relationships, broke up for uncountable times,
I wanted to be naive, wanted to say forever, i wanted to live my life like the princess in fairy tale,
but reality spells cruel, i know its not gonna be okay in the future,
distance relationship is more than we could imagine, i thought i can overcome this time,
but it seems like i've forgotten about the time,
and i truly dislike the fact that i'm gonna be 8 hours ahead of you,
telling me we're strong is not enough,
tell me who should i look for when i'm in trouble,
tell me who should i look for when i'm in tears,
tell me who should i look for when i need a listener,
I don want to go or think too far,
but I can't, I love you and I do care.
I watch movies, I read, I find jobs,
get myself busy and avoid from thinking.
When i heard that you're leaving, the same feeling came back again when ben told me he was leaving.
Sometimes it's not because of loneliness then i think bout you,
it's when i think of you i feel loneliness.
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