It's been too long since we last blogged and you've probably forgotten this, which makes me more comfortable to continue blogging.
So, we didnt predict we will walk till this way at last.
To be honest I really hate you for ruining my whole life, its never been this dark before, its me to blame as well for trusting you that much. Its me to blame for thinking of quitting. What kinda life is it now? I lived in hell, i ran away from home, i tried to end my life, i got no one there when i am in need, not even you the one i used to trust most, the one i used to treasure most, the one i used to think was my whole world. I dont get it why do you have to cheat? You once tried to protect me stand in front of me now pushed me to the dark side why do you have to be so selfish?i don care how ppl think, i was only hurt when its all done by you.
Its killing inside its hurting so bad its unbearable pain seeing a person whom i loved most turning into a stranger whom i fear most. With your lies, with your act, going around telling people the untruth and told them i would tell a different story, just to cover up your own, since when my angel-liked louis has turned into an evil like this? what hurts most is you kept denying and acting naively trying to make what you said is the real thing. I wish i could save the relationship but it has gone way too deep, way too far i could save.
I can barely recognize myself anymore after all things happened, i can barely recognize you, i never drop any tear, never, what kinda injury is that, which i don even know where the pain is. Maybe we just got to let go, whats not meant for us. Thank you for my longest relationship, it ends at where it starts.