facts.

* I hate people asking me to change. Hello?this is me. If you don like my way of doing stuff, just back off.  Accept me for who I am. You do not expect people to be perfect do you? I might not even be good, but thats the way I am.

* I appreciate myself, as in the natural side of mine. I am not gonna do anything to my face, to my body. Plastic surgery, breast implantation. No way.

* I can be annoying and unreasonable sometimes. Getting angry without reasons, thinking much and go so mad. Sometimes i feel lonely. Only me myself in my own little world.

* I hate being alone most of the time. I only love to stick with my own friends. And i never talked to new people unless they talk first. I can go very crazy with them IF they make the first move.

* I hate it the most when things change and I have to get used to the new environment. I dislike to get started with new things. very very dislike.

* I smile I laugh all the time. No one knows, I cry easily too. I cry when i'm sad, cry when I feel frustrated, cry  when I'm mad, cry when I feel weak, cry when I miss somebody, cry when I quarrel with families, cry when I quarrel with boyfriend, cry when I feel stress. But I hardly can cry in front of people since then.

* I'm mad with people who do not know why I'm mad.

* I'm lazy to get myself explained. I'll make things very clear at the very beginning.

* I hate period, I can't stand pain.

* I can be evil at times without people knowing.

* I hate waiting for people.

* I love to stick with my boyfriend. friends and boyfriend, for me boyfriend comes first.

* I get distracted very easily.

* There are things I wanted to say but do not know how to make myself clear so most of the time I would rather say don know or it's okay and stay mad for a while. Mad at myself and mad at people because they can never get me if I do not say a single thing. I know my mind cannot be read but still I hope they'll know without me telling.

* I want people to laugh at my jokes instead of getting so serious with it. Sometimes I go far too over because there are times i failed. Failed reminding myself.

* I say a lot of hurting stuff and act like nothing but when it comes to the real situation, I feel really weak.

* I am never strong in a relationship. I only regret after I lost. I need people to lend me a hand to help me to stay strong. Like everytime? >.<